sometimes my mom does ridicoulos things like told me she’s invited to christmas dinner w/ friends and invite me… and I’d come for indo food…
Turns out it’s a trap…there was about 50 ppl doing prayer meeting and everyone’s bothering me why i don’t go to church…
And wants to push their hands on me to release the devil or clear my soul what a bunch of fucking idiots
But then I yell at her and feel so guilty afterward…
And my stepdad who is old and doesn’t talk to his real children too often..
Would call me sometimes and say “hey, it’s good to hear from you”
As if I never hang out with them or call them or fucking do all his typing for some book he’s writing…
He calls me for every single little computer questions like, how do I change my icons, they’re so small I can’t see them…
And I would yell at him too for being such an annoying old stepdad…
But then I feel guilty too…
It’s garbage, I have my own life
But I know I’d regret being mean to them when they die
But sometimes it’s so fucking ridicoulous that I have to take care of everything…
They even moved from Toronto to Hamilton so it’s almost a requirement for me to see them every week…
sucks


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